pheeww..
I am a notorious flirter.
I flirt all the time.
and yet I am still not ready to commit myself. too much of watching hollywood movies I guess:)
some may look at me as someone who is actively looking for a life partner. I really cant blame them though since I flirt with girls openly. sometimes i do feel like I need to settle down and commit myself but two minutes after having the idea to commit, the idea seems to be soooo irrelevant to me and I will start flirting back.
a couple of times when I had the chance to secure a partner I ended up screwing it. I was a fool. A fun flirting fool. the funny thing is, no matter how hard I try to commit myself (when the idea comes of course) I will automatically stop once I secured the girl's number. if a girl that I flirted with gave her number I will consider it as the end of the relationship. I dont call her or even sms her. I just kept quiet and moved on.
I am not blessed with a handsome - model like - pretty boy - face but I am blessed with a charming personality. that is really my strenght as a man. I guess that's why it's hard to commit because I always have the tendency to charm people around me.
is it a curse? or am I being a jerk? well, I hope not.
I really hope I will soon change but please not now. I have so many things to achieve and so young for any long term committment.
unless a girl that looks like Audrey Hepburn appears in front of me and ask me to marry her, I will agree though:p
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